Lately

I have been going crazy the past couple of weeks and so now is the only time I have to blog about it yes it is 6:26 in the morning and I just got off work thankfully my coworker was able to help me out and cover my 6 to 9 so I can get a little more sleep witch I will go strait to after I finish this post. Its not a good thing when your back gives out and everything that possibly go wrong with it besides break has been happening and its all because of overloading myself with school and work and trying to balance my life out. Its a hard thing to do now a day's but I have been able to squeeze in some pictures of me and some friends going to macey's last Tuesday to get some ice cream except they were having difficulties with the machine when we got there so we played a game while they fixed it and it was called find the most disgusting thing you possibly can in 10 min I am biased because I have actually had both of the things we got but not the thing they picked so I will let you enjoy those pictures for your self I warn you though they are really really disgusting so try to look at these on an empty stomic or after a good long period of time after you ate.

























































Then of course we treated our self's to some delicious ice cream

Spring Break

Spring Break was a blast. My back has been hurting me a lot lately and this trip was no exception but it did not stop me from having an amazing time at Disneyland and spending time with my brother's awesome family. I loved it all except for a few scares with my sister in law at Disneyland. Here are some pictures to show you what a great time we had thanks John and Sarah for letting me come on out again and I hope to do it again soon.

Disneyland

Last year I went to my brother John's house in California and this year I decided to do the same after my sister in law Sarah told me that my nephew's were asking when I was coming again. It worked out perfectly because my spring break is the 17th of this month but I worked it out so I could leave on Tuesday afternoon and I am so excited. This year however we get to go to disneyland for the day and I couldn't be happier especially sense I get in for free for doing the volenteer work that I did a few week's ago which was a blast in itself. I am so excited to go with most of my Nephew's and niece. It will just be so much fun. I am excited as well to just spend time with my brother and sister in law and have a break from school and work for a week. It will be great and I will post fun pictures when I get back for sure. Thank You so much John and Sarah for letting me come out here once again it will be a blast.

Realization

Lately I have been feeling some pretty strong feelings in my life and I know it is for my own good and knowledge. I just cant seem to figure out where it is all leading me. I officially decided I am going on my mission and it feels great to know that it is the best thing for me to be doing right now. Sense my birthday isn't till the end of August though I cant actually fill out my papers in till June. I am however getting finding out what doctor's appointments I need to do and when the best time is to do that and waiting to get in a mission prep and a temple prep class as well. I always knew it took a lot of effort and strength to go on a mission but I guess untill I start actually finalizing the details and what I need to do I didn't actually realize how much there is. I am so excited though and I know that the lord needs me to do this right now. I know this seams like a pretty clear cut answer to where my life is going but sense I am taking the steps to doing this and it will be a while till it is on its way. I am still trying to decide other things in my life maybe not as big but still very important in my life. For instance Will I take a few classes in the summer for the first block or how long I will be at work untill I decide that I need to spend all my time on mission stuff so it brings up a lot of different question's in my life if you have any in site please tell me because I need all the help I can get right now. Oh and in other news... I have not put any pictures in my blogs for a few times now so i think I will put some of my friends and I at this over night party I went to at my school last week and show you what wonderful people I have been spending a lot of my time with lately ok so enjoy.

Mission

Sense I was 17 or before I Have said that I wanted to go on a mission. Over the year's I have had a few conversations with my siblings, Particularly the ones that went on a mission and I have asked them there thoughts about there missions and what I can maybe expect. It's just now that I have had friends and family asking me if I want to go on a mission and for the past couple of weeks I have had some roller coaster moments where I have prayed to know if I should go and then I have experiences in my institute classes and at church where I feel both I should go and major hesitation's where I shouldn't I know its all up to me and no matter if I go or not it would be a great tool to prepare for one because it helps me in life no matter what I just love this gospel and I know it is true so I should prepare to serve the lord even if it is not full time. I can really be a missionary around here and to many other people with out serving a full time mission and I know I need to keep that into consideration as well It's a huge decision in my life and I know if I put my faith and love into this decision then the lord will bless me and help me to know if it is right.

Ney Stage of life

I Have been having many conversations with my friends and family and I have really been feeling like I am in a time of life where things are really changing a lot more in my life. I moved back home because i was having trouble with dealing with some of the stress that I probably brought on my self but also with the situations is the best way to put it I think. I know that there is normally a time where even though it seems that you have the same pattern in your life going on, it's different because of the people in your life what you are around and the things you have experienced before. I feel that is exactly what is going on with me. I have been home for a few weeks now and all though I lived here just a little over 6 months ago it seems completely new to me and it made me realize how much has changed and how much I miss being around these people all the time. You may say moving back home is one step back from moving on in life. I say it could be but for me it is making my life a lot more fuller and a lot less stressful. I guess I just don't do well with living with three other girls my age. I hope that didn't come across as rude because I honestly love those girls and I hope to stay friends with them but living with them is another story and I just don't know if it was meant for me. I am glad I did it and it taught me a lot about life but for now I am perfectly content being here for a while. I just started back at school only taking 12 credits even thought its full time I still wish I could have taken at least one other class but it just would not fit into my schedule at work. which brings me to my last little note. I have been working at this wonderful house for a year now and it just makes me happy to see the guys every shift I get to go to and see them. It gets hard sometimes but every job will and I am so blessed to have it in my life. The guys I work for are just so innocent and so caring for each other and they just know how to have fun with each other. It just gives me tender mercy's every time I get to be with them and I wouldn't trade that for anything. I guess I am trying to say that all though there are always hard times. I am so blessed to have the experiences I have in my life and I am so happy that it is constantly changing and I am learning more then I ever have before and I cant wait to see what happens next in this stage of life for me.

Happy New Year

This Year for new years I went with my friends Carlie and Romney and we went to Christine's New Year Eve Party and It was a blast so much that I didn't take one picture dang it. It was interesting to be abound so many strangers and having so much fun. later that night we went back to my house and had a crepe breakfest at my house and it was very yummy and fun. after it died down pretty much to nothing carlie and I stayed up talking and wile we did I came up with some goal's for this year so here are some things that I would like to do in the year 2010

1. Improve my self by learning more about the Church and applying it to those around me.
2. Get a Gutar and start learning how to play.

3. Try and get a 3.6 gpa in school or higher.

4. Really Decide What I want to do in the feild of Special education.

5. Become more involved in my friends and family Lives.

6. Really Stregthen and discover the talents i all ready have.

7. Actually stick to a weight loss plan and become a better person physicaly.

8. Make More really Good Friends.

9. Try and Go on more Dates.

10.Do the absoulute best I can in all that I do.


Happy New Year.