Sunday, January 24, 2010

Ney Stage of life

I Have been having many conversations with my friends and family and I have really been feeling like I am in a time of life where things are really changing a lot more in my life. I moved back home because i was having trouble with dealing with some of the stress that I probably brought on my self but also with the situations is the best way to put it I think. I know that there is normally a time where even though it seems that you have the same pattern in your life going on, it's different because of the people in your life what you are around and the things you have experienced before. I feel that is exactly what is going on with me. I have been home for a few weeks now and all though I lived here just a little over 6 months ago it seems completely new to me and it made me realize how much has changed and how much I miss being around these people all the time. You may say moving back home is one step back from moving on in life. I say it could be but for me it is making my life a lot more fuller and a lot less stressful. I guess I just don't do well with living with three other girls my age. I hope that didn't come across as rude because I honestly love those girls and I hope to stay friends with them but living with them is another story and I just don't know if it was meant for me. I am glad I did it and it taught me a lot about life but for now I am perfectly content being here for a while. I just started back at school only taking 12 credits even thought its full time I still wish I could have taken at least one other class but it just would not fit into my schedule at work. which brings me to my last little note. I have been working at this wonderful house for a year now and it just makes me happy to see the guys every shift I get to go to and see them. It gets hard sometimes but every job will and I am so blessed to have it in my life. The guys I work for are just so innocent and so caring for each other and they just know how to have fun with each other. It just gives me tender mercy's every time I get to be with them and I wouldn't trade that for anything. I guess I am trying to say that all though there are always hard times. I am so blessed to have the experiences I have in my life and I am so happy that it is constantly changing and I am learning more then I ever have before and I cant wait to see what happens next in this stage of life for me.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Happy New Year

This Year for new years I went with my friends Carlie and Romney and we went to Christine's New Year Eve Party and It was a blast so much that I didn't take one picture dang it. It was interesting to be abound so many strangers and having so much fun. later that night we went back to my house and had a crepe breakfest at my house and it was very yummy and fun. after it died down pretty much to nothing carlie and I stayed up talking and wile we did I came up with some goal's for this year so here are some things that I would like to do in the year 2010

1. Improve my self by learning more about the Church and applying it to those around me.
2. Get a Gutar and start learning how to play.

3. Try and get a 3.6 gpa in school or higher.

4. Really Decide What I want to do in the feild of Special education.

5. Become more involved in my friends and family Lives.

6. Really Stregthen and discover the talents i all ready have.

7. Actually stick to a weight loss plan and become a better person physicaly.

8. Make More really Good Friends.

9. Try and Go on more Dates.

10.Do the absoulute best I can in all that I do.

Happy New Year.